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| until this moment
i never knew
that i could feel
the way i do
my heart is hurting
my eyes...they burn
why is it that the hard way
is the only way i learn?
why is it that i never think?
i should have been thinking of you
about how sweet you are
and how you've never been untrue
about how good you make me feel
by just hearing your voice
so how could i have done this?
how could i have made that choice?
i can't stop crying
just thinking it through
thinking of how you must feel...
wondering what you will do...
i told you i'd never do this
never hurt you this way
that's why when you called
i didn't know what to say
i didn't know how
to put into words what i feel
i wish i was dreaming
but i know this is real
and i know that i hurt you
but please know, i'm hurting too
and if you give me a second chance
i promise, i'll always be true.
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| Singing My Song
By: Christina Aguilera
Oohhh, Yeah, Oooh Huh
I woke up this morning with a smile on my face
& Nobody's gonna bring me down today
Been feeling like nothings been going my way lately
So I decided right here and now that my outlooks gotta change
That's why I'm gonna
Say goodbye to all the tears I've cried
For everytime somebody hurt my pride
Feeling like they won't let me live life
& Take the time to look at what is mine
I see every lesson completely
I thank God for what I got from above
I believe they can take anything from me
But they can't succeed in taking my inner peace
They can say all they wanna say about me
But I'm gonna carry on
Keep on singing my song
I never wanna dwell on my pain again
There's no use in reliving how I hurt back then
Remembering all of the hell I felt when I was running out of faith
Every step I vowed to take was towards a better day
Cos I'm about to
Say goodbye to every single lie
& All the fears I've held too long inside
Everytime I felt I couldn't try
All the negativity I had inside
For too long I've been struggling. I couldn't go on
But now I've found I'm feeling strong and moving on
I believe they can take anything from me
But they can't succeed in taking my inner peace
They can say all they wanna say about me
But I'm gonna carry on
I'm gonna keep on singing my song
Whoa, & everytime I tried to be what they wanted from me
It never came naturally
So I ended up in misery, wasn't able to see
All the good around me
They wasted so much energy on what they thought of me
Simply just remembering to breathe
I'm human, I ain't able to please
Everyone at the same time, so now I find
My peace of mind living one day at a time
I'm human and I answer to one god
It comes down to one love
Until I get to heaven above
I've made the decision
Never to give in
Til the I day I die no matter what
I'm gonna carry on & keep on singing my song.....
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| Will I ever get a second chance
to prove myself to you?
And if I do
will I fail at that, too?
Will anything ever be
the way it use to be?
Will you ever
truly forgive me?
And if you can’t
I understand
You have good reason
to reprimand
I’m probably asking
for way to much
More than I deserve
It would be unjust
To act as though
things were the same
As if it never happened
and you weren’t ashamed
Of what I did
of who I was
I don’t think this will change anything
but if I does...
I’m sorry
for every time I made you cry
I’m sorry
for every night you stayed up wondering why
I’m sorry
for everything I put you through
I’m sorry
and I love you.
And I just want you know
that I try everyday
I fight for you acceptance
in every single way
I wish that I could change what happened
but that, I can’t do
but I promise you this
I’ll make it up to you.
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| "Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare
False friends are like leaves, found everywhere." | | |
| today is 500 dae n while u r all out enjoyin yaselves i am here, at my house, alone! but whoz fault is that? mine! its my fault! its okae tho...
cap is already full 4 summa skool so i think i hafta go 2 mercy now n i don want 2! n my mom is mad cuz it costed a lot of ..Ca$h.. buh o wellz! dat 1 is her fault cuz she shooda signed me up earlier!
i don have enything else 2 say...or that i wana say enyway! dat dosent make sence but not 2 many of my thoughts r making sence enymore. its okae! its all okae! | | |
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